where have I been?

Seriously, you really want to know?

Most days I'm cuddled up on either my couch or bed, watching the kiddlets play

while this is happening inside of me!

I know right. Ya'll think we're crazy.

Well, we are.

We found out a week before Marx turned one, so yeah, I cried a lot.

I know how blessed I am.

I know this is a sweet, precious little baby that my dear hubby and I made.

BUT

I had just made it through the 1st year of my CRY ALL THE TIME baby.

AND

It's due on December 24th, and after missing the past 2 years of Christmas at home,

we were planning on going home. Not anymore!

AND

I'm going to be chubby prego when I go home for the summer....

So I was a bit upset.

Now, we're 12 weeks into this and I can smile.

I'm hoping for another little boy since Marx and this one will only be 21 months apart.

They'd be the best of buds.

But, we're ready for either.

I just keep thinking, I'll be so young when we're done having kids...

(cause let's face it, right now, all I'm thinking is "this is the LAST one!")

We'll see in a couple years.

As for now, 3 sounds great! (: